How to Surveill Your Own Thoughts

I still have such close relationships Cadets that I grew up with they're like my sisters and all aspects because I literally grew up with them So I'll always be grateful for that. It's sad that my parents In my sister are lost to it You know and I'm like what would have been like if I had been in New York if my mom had stayed in New York with her With my dad and raised us and I had all my cousins Like what type of person would I be? I have no idea. Do you hold any hope that your parents or your sister might ever leave? I do because I'm an optimist, but I don't know how I don'tknow how