Is Thomas a Doubter?

Doubt was the verb. But should it really be an adjective like should it be? How we ever label him? Thomas, forever labelled as the doubter? Or maybe better said, thomas is disillusioned. Disillusionment is what we experience when things fall apart. It's the nights we stay up in bed and cry ourselves to sleep because we don't know how it'll work out. The pit in our stomach that won't go away when we feel so stuck. Tisdisillusionment and wat is what happens in our minds and our bodies.