The Journey Out of the Pit of Dysapse

johnny spoke about two parallel beliefs that o led him to having a breakdown in many respects. He'd grown up with an abject fear of dying, so he had this idea that when he died, he needed to have lived a perfect life. And then he actually found himself being extraordinary at something where perfection was valued. So he found himself being an obsessive on a rugby field and constantly chasing perfection. That had led him to of 14 consecutive serious injuries and go to some rearely quite dark places,. mentally t and what he came and shared with us was the journey out of that pit ofer of despair that he'd found himself. Jake Wallis: I don't like to hide