Am, but like, it is confusing, and none of us are talking about it really. Even the vacation felt like i was intentionally putting time over here to stew the vacation were it. Do you have any deity or any any framing device? Just what comes to mineum,. No, it's so nice to i don't often stop and think about this. I feel like i'm not as spiritual right now as i feel like i am. And ke, that just kind of means more quiet for me. Ay, i do feel really, again, culturally jewish. But also a displaced feeling from it, yes? Am just want to say same, yes.