Zell has lived his life based on almost a version of toxic positivity because people have been telling him he could accomplish so much. Ruby Smirk: Zell is like I don't even know if I misjudged my potential. Maybe my potential was wrong. He made misjudges potential. What did you all say? You're going to have to repeat yourself. There's a puppy that just like scurried over here and is under my feet  and it caused a distraction. And then I ended with I feel like I should journal more so that's that's kind of what I got out of it I guess. So congratulations for leveling up. If we want to