What's Really Happening Within You?

In real time, what's really happening within you on you, but nothing around you. Some people get lost in this and they play this game of watching a movie with their visions - which is not healthy. For one time, I ignored my intuition, and I got killed. And I shouldn't have ignored it. But then it was because of my karma, I passed conditioning. It was very much needed for me to happen that, because if it hadn't happened, I wouldn't have had this magnitude of growth"