The Importance of Idiotization

I think this might have been because of his age in certain places. So, so because he finished he didn't go back to school after after eighth grade. Because of his age when he started really doing more stuff where he was so much younger. So he was running in much older crowds but was always the young the young one and people didn't even necessarily know that he was the young one. He'd go from like one one idle to the next one person that he really admired and emulated to the next person. And then either failed to do that or just eventually you know outgrow it or whatever and moved on to the next ones.