What Do You Want to Be When You Grow Up?

I was determined that i had to enter the english language school. The furthest i would go probably would be russia. It was inconceivable for kids in a socialist country to think that way. I remember that i just returned home, and i felt empty. And to this day, when i watched good ballet performance, i am about to cry, thinking what could have been. But i didn't have a choice for myself. Never a doubt in me that i would continue doing something with mathematics since that day in fifgrate.