I'm a Chinese Bish, but This Is Not Embarrassment, It's Just Terror.

This is not the first time i've been called a chinese bish. But what different about this incident was that this man seemed to really mean it. And i think about me being a surface on which he could use that weapon and lash out. For the longest time, i've been telling friends in china that although racism against chinese exists in this country, that's not what i feel in a pendemic. I want to believ what happened is anomalous and that we're living in extraordinary times and fear can deform us....