Zen's style of action is to enter everything whole heartedly and freely, without having to keep an eye on itself. Ask yourself, what do i really want? Is that really it? Remember, your unconscious mind will answer immediately. The way to avoid expediency is to stay present in what you're feeling or maybe engage in the conscious procrastination to give yourself some space. Don't judge the feeling. Let the feeling speak to you. And before you've decided on what's important, you just do the thing that seems to be the path of least resistance,. even though it may be going against what is important to you.