The Spiritual Waveform

A lot of people think that the failure, which would be to achieve something and then go back to what you call your true form, that that's somehow failure. Well, that's actually it's not just entropy. What you just described is what I consider to be the spiritual waveform. And that is you experience this. It doesn't mean that your life sucks or that you have no willpower. It just means that you're in a truck. You're in a trough,. Maybe it also could mean that you just have a propensity for beating the shit out of yourself in two different ways. This is your... I don't know. If you start learning how to not beat yourself up