There is a horror that goes along with saying, your job is to go off and kill as many of em as you can. It's an awful lot of stuff they will not talk about, and they do not celebrate,. But they don't discount the cost. I saw these old guys sitting in a tent in normandy, looking up at a big, huge screen, watching active versions of themselves land in normandy and take out the guns in gree court manner. And dick waiters said, don't be nitting.