I'm hopeful for you, and i don't expect you to be hopeful for yourself, u. And i think that's ok. What do you think about that? So how did you, how did you come to start hoping for stuff on monday is about, like, think i had, i so like things were going to get betterer. I just know i'm in a space were like, it's not going to resina," she says. "Even if, like, objectively, i i can say that the hopelessness probably isn't definitive"