i've become big, big into writing. i re started my high school blog, and i've been writing on stuff like that. I'm especially these ast, like three weeks, it's been pretty pretty bad because a lot of stuff, what's happened in the past, is coming up. My best friend a itching me. Just this last new year's eve,. i had three buddies that i really, really wanted to hang out with, like, each one of em bailed on me and went to their own parties. And when, i don't think i really processed it then, because now, when something like that happens.,  I just fall apart. So i need to