Is There More You Want to Say or Is It Something You Want to Hear From Me?

I needed a connection with you and dad my whole life. I've wanted t i've done everything i knew to get it. Now i just about given up. The need, the need was very important. You feel like you'll never get acting ned to connect with us. What's the use? You feel totally useless and helpless right now. Maybe she needs now to hear from you. maybe not. So is a graff rough point to know wher ther, just to be quiet and see if the person wants to go deeper.