I Don't Want to Be the Person That Everyone Stops Attracting to Things

I think I never realized how much of the part of me that would go out was doing it for fear of ostracization. It's just amazing to take all of that out of the spreadsheet and how much it was like it didn't make me instantly happy. And I don't wake up every day. Happy year than I would. Yeah, a little probably like five 10% happier like fucking pandemic rules.