I think it's a sign of real growth that you're letting her know more and more. But i would guess that every bit that you let her know feels like walking through lava. Like, does your girl friend know that you struggle with eating? Ahi? Let tin hear know more ad more about it. I want people to feel comfortable and be open enough. Ye. What do you mean by that? Or i just tem li it seems like self sabotage. How? So, a having those expectations of myself that i don't em be a burden to others, but when people come to me, it's not a burden at all.