How far behind do you feel right now? Where are you over here? Right? Like, let's say you're like, over here. The higher up you go on this axis, the worse you're going to feel. So what we can almost infer is that the more behind you feel, the better you're doing. And i know it doesn't make any sense, but i'm just asking you to be scientific. I'll explain why in a second, why this happens. But this is really important for you to understand. This is why you are terrified"