When My Pain Could Not Be Explained I Become a Problem

When doctor after doctor couldn't find evidence of the silent civil war happening within me they started to treat me and my vulnerability like a virus. I was not so subtly blamed and shamed. Maybe you just have a low pain tolerance. Maybe it's psychosomatic. It's all in your head. And that last sentence is quite poignant. When my pain could not be explained I became a problem. Now you became a problem because you had unexplainable physical pain.