How to Recover From Totalitarianism

"I really have no ability to think critically there are some smart people but i think most people just go with the flow in a more survival mode," he says. "When you are totally uh denied the access of the information and you only get one thing that's indoctrination you can't think you cannot think" He blames himself for not being able to do hard work like his friend, who was an educated young person at her commune. 'i'm just not good enough do this hard work so i blame myself'