Depression and Anxiety - I Wish It Would Die

I was very attached to this idea of being a great artist, and making great art. Being in touch with the muse means sacrifice a certain amount of mental health. And that's what is causing my, my feeling of despair. I would hear people talk about loving themselves, when they be, i really love myself,. But if you don't know enough about yourself then your being t like youre just being, you're deluding yourself. The longer that your brain and your ego are able to convince you of that as a truth, the harder it is to break out of it.