I like being in control and being able to track my own history and chart my own future. I've tried to be very real and honest with myself almost painfully so at times not a depressing sad way but I'm just the realest. There's enough seminars you can go out there and spend money and have someone pop up for an hour and explain to you how you know you can never have to work again and follow their methodology  and you'll be a billionaire by next week if that's what you're chasing or if that'swhat you need to fill you up. It lets people nod and say okay one of the main things it does is it lets people nodding and say okay everybody