I'm Lover That's in Paper Rings

"I was just not in a like my vibe in that video was me feeling the room with negative energy because i don't want to be there so i got to what it could have should have and i had like hated every song so far," she said. "When i heard give me back my girlhood the way it was mine like the way that she It's not a it's like a guttural cry it is it is a literal complete visual it is animalistic", Kelly wrote of her ex-boyfriend john mayor. She also spoke about how he devalued her as an artist, which I feel like was such a trigger for her feeling important  in this relationship.