The Loneliness of Being a Spiritual Leader

There's something very also lonely or isolated about this like when erin is entering the holy place there's not a bunch of people with him. He doesn't necessarily then get to come out and explain himself to all of the people but he has to bear that weight at the end of the day. The death part that's brought up later uh has a pretty specific instant tied to it before we dig into that other thoughts bells the pomegranates what's going on here?