Thereis always the temptation as you go along. Give it time, it will sink in. And meditation. All these ar good, supporting practices should not be abandoned. If you abandon them, you are in rouble. Please, don't become atheists. One is scepticism. The other other end is over enthusiasm. I studied the manduke people and they generally tend to develop a superiorty complex after this. You feel that we have got the truth - all the rest seem like pygmies afterwards. Because, youse, you can clearly see where each person is or stuck. So don't be judgmental. Don't don't be superior. Or look down on