The Fear of Falling

"I'm 43 years old now. My parents and I lived in a very beautiful big old house that used to be a hotel in the 19th century," she says. "There was maybe 15 houses and only one other kid my age so I would sometimes visit the adults in the area." She recalls two incidents with F, the guy that rented one of the apartments. 'When I asked for some tea he refused to give me any but anyway I didn't like the tea and he kind of forced me to drink it anyways'