The Importance of Being Present

I think we're always available and always present. We may not be thinking that or believing that, but it doesn't make it's not so. And you can tell, get on a train of thought. When you dropped off, it seems like an immediate and you're at the same station have always been the present moment. You never fucking go anywhere. How many times do you have to take the same trip to get the same message on having never left after a while? I've been waiting out the same thing over and over again watching similar reactions and seeing what I'm not as what you're not. To me that's all conditional mental playing God. Mental state plays God with God