Killing With a PS4 Controller

I've watched one of your streams when you played Doom Eternal. I thought you were a bit bad. Killing with a PS4 controller is much different than using a scythe. Please fully explain everything to me because I'm a total noob and I don't know anything. The number one name I'll take that like I'm getting better. I must say I would quit, but the thing is it's such a rush. It reminds me of the old days when I was up high. You feel me? Is that what you played Doom, Connor?