Subh'anaHu Wa Ta'ala

I cannot solve your philosophical problem with a 15-minute hultaba. We're supposed to be focusing on the human component of this The Mulkman asks the believer asks did my sins harm and can my Sadhaka help? How do I not hurt and how do I help because we understand a collective Responsibility that all of our individual actions play into the entire scheme of our collective existence. If you need to read some papers if you need to look into this and to help put your pain in perspective then do so. There are many other resources that will mention another day in Shalat-an.