"I was building a friendship with someone who was willing to take time to help me kind of move through this space in a way where it was like, learn from mistakes," she said. "So the fallout actually from Lex was like, what hurt? It was more a disappointment that I wasn't contacted first because I know how you two roll and I know how this show rolls." She added: "It gave me the opportunity to go back and call every motherfucker that stood by side with me"