The Process of Beauty

I really like this idea of beauty arising from the experience of attachment and separation as a child. I wonder then if my sense of beauty and my perception of beauty was changed or maybe is different from other people's because I had so many attachment problems in early childhood you know trauma. So that would be an interesting exploration in itself but I want to come to answer your actual question which is about the creation of beauty or that process and how that influences the perception of it right. To make a beautiful song to make an experience beautiful to make beautiful art is this process of making something beautiful the same as the process of finding something beautiful.