Is Porn Making You Feel?

E sa, me and virgil have very, very similar experiences, and we both feel very the same way about it. And in virgil, how does porn make you feel? Its just some, it is kind of difficult to to verbalize for me, but it feels isolating. It feels like, it feels like i have some sort of itch that i can't scratch,. Like it feels like a, like a physical affliction, like i apart of me, and i can't, necessarily, i ik. The trouble that i have is trying to that part of me that's been affecting me for more than ten years of my life - because i just want to feel