The Anxiety That I Feel When I Don't Do Stand Up

Comedy is like the third ring of hell to imagine standing up in front of a room full of maybe slightly drunk people holding a microphone and they're all sort of looking at you expectantly. For some people it's a rush it turns them into essentially like meth heads like they need to get that next hit of being on stage but for some people like me the rush is weighed down by the anxiety that I do have before going on stage. "There's nothing I love more in this world besides comedy well I love sleep sleep is probably number one but number two comedy"