The Year of Order

i'm trying very hard to hold on to this feeling, because i think one of the reasons why i wanted to make it a year theme is that since i can't just be in a new environment, i want to have this as a thing that's running in the back of my mind. So i hope that this resonates with some of the audience. But i'm aware, again, from personal conversations, that some people go like, i understand at all what you're talking about. And it sounds, it sounds crazy to feel disassociated from your past so sharply, so strongly. It took me a little while to recognize, k, i'm going through one of these hings