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The Relationship Between Drugs and Recovery
I think that my real motivation changed over time in a way that I was not consciously aware of for a while at least. It became more and more not an exploratory thing, but just a sort of classic compulsive use. So you don't think it was a physical addiction at all? It was really this question about are these experiences real and I have to find out? There's not a clean answer to that.