I hit puberty, then burned down my family home
Lives Less Ordinary
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How Did You Become Suicidal?
Nicolaas had a 'jekyll and hide' when she was younger. She tried to burn down the family home, then chased her mother with a knife. The anxiety over what she'd done started to kick in after those incidents. Her friends began detaching from her because she seemed so mad. Nicolaas: I could go crazy within a minute. That's how quick I could change.
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