The Difference Between Living Awareness and Disassociation

Like Gandhi when he was assassinated somebody pumped through bullets into him and he was falling over he said ram ram ram right the name of God. When Kennedy got shot he probably wasn't saying Hail Mary or something like that he was saying what the what the hell was that I don't think he was saying anything his brains were splattered all over the car. Some people find that to be a really unnerving experience that happens during horrible experiences they're having like almost an evasion of reality right I got I got an awareness, living awareness ain't bad though yeah.