Tara had one of those mornings for some reason, you know, the rubic cubes of thoughts that you can be confronted with. And honestly, my second thought was, i know you're spiritual teacher and all these things, but tara, you're not immune to this. You must wake up some mornings and just be like, wellth the needle went on the record, like a really wonky part, and i have to overcome thisd i was wondering, if that dos that, do you relate to that?