i've been trying to have one withiny lyg about over a year. I just picked up things from around the neighborhood, you knowan loathes religion. My parents would watch, catch me watching seventh heaven and they'd be like, whats golie? Go memorize some finmarlinmanse in lyrics or somthin you don't like. And that's kind of like, about the acceptance of lik, o am i want to maservate. So i'm masservating. I want to smoke. Men, ok, i'm smoking. We gentleness of like, you not, you're not in control. Just do just be aright.