She's both. And the nurses were like, they would have to whisper, she's so beautiful. All shoya, picture when we're done. And i remember thinking, what could i possibly have done to earn eliza? Like, what could i have done? Was it like, oh, that paper i wrote in college, that that pushed it over the edge, that god was like, you earned it, now you can cash this in. The answer is, there's no amount of achievement or goodness or kindness that equals her, nothing. It's a gift. And it's such an awesome gift that you just surrender your ego completely, as there's no way for your ego to stand in that conversation. You just go into gratitude. You just receive it. You just are boldosed over by wonder and beauty, and you just go to thank you for grace. This is amazing. You see people who don't have vision, and you think of your eyes, and you're like, what did i do to earn eyesight? What would it cost me to have an eyeball? There's nothing.

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not earned. All of it is there already. It's already done. God is so infinitely generous. The universe is so infinitely gorgeous. Think of the 19 colors of green on your one tree outside your door. Think of the way in which every person has a unique way that their smile hurtes another person at the busta. It's amazing. No one else can perceive reality for us. No one else can focus our attention for us. And so often we're just focusing our attention on a thought that's a lie that keeps us apart from the stream. And that thought starts to get really confusing. And like, well, who would i be if i had this money? What would i can't even imagine that. It's like, you already have a jackpot. You have had jackpot after jackpot that you never earned. You couldn't earn those anyway. So that's how you continue to have the humility and the grace to keep receiving. Because by receiving life itself and being in that state of gratitude, you love other people into life. The whole thing is about learning to receive love. And love is not earned. And that's the shift people need to make, because they inherently don't feel worthy of love because somewhere that was modelled. And that's a human egoic like creation, that's not about us. And this matrix, the waves receive constantly from the ocean. They don't even think about it. Who's beating your heart, who's giving you ho kno's interesting. When somebody dies in a hospital and they bring them back to life, they take electricity and put a charge on them, hoping that that charge starts the electric charge. So there's literally a major, massive circuit breaker that's keeping our circuit on. And every second we're being given this electricity, what did we do to earn tht so why do we make money into a whole big thing? Because money is where the ego loves to show up, case its separateness. It's what you have, what she has, its ego. Haw about again, allow for the most amount of charge in every way to come through, oxygen, love, kindness, compassion and money and good hikes and yummy sex life and all of that stuff. And then you are the most humble version of you. And now you can tackle the real reason and the real juicy problem, which is, how do we get more light into the world? How do we, as a collective, come together so that we can move this whole spaceship forward?