I've Never Heard of a Psychotherapist

i think there was in my early childhood a lot of positive reinforcement from other sources. My dad taught me thermo dynamics when i was very young, because, i don't know, what else would you talk to a little kid abouto he would delight when i got to second principle thermo dynamics as a young girl. But also, i got a lot of positive reinforcements socially. So i figure it out, maybe modelling my mother, not my dad, how to get people to like me. And then i achieved a kind of mastery experience from like, oh, if i smile at you and i look for things that i like about you, and i also show you that i like myself