What Do You Think Happens When You Die?

i'm not a pratistant catholic at all, but i have a funny sort of spirituality that's differently formed by that. I talk to the dead people in my life all the time and feel their love around me. And i don't believe in heaven and hell, and i don't think that when i die, i'm going to rise, rise up into heaven and then be reunited with these people. But there is something around their souls, their love. It's still an energy around and i iye there's something there. Also, i believe in gosts as well. You have so many gess iio, nothing. Nothing happens. Is like, where