I'm 20 and Making Moves

i see a lot of people better than me, some like i dnow. I don't know if i seen a lot of intupners there, like so fokin, competative. And how ye darg t a, i am 20. And ian teny one in a couple of months. How crazy is that to be that young and b be thinking like this? Like, al on next level. Where does that come from? Odo lessen.