How to Become a Spiritual Seeker

In theory, spiritual seeking is a trap. But in practice, by not actually meditating every day, by not studying spiritual literature, i find that nothing happens at all,. By not putting effort into it, i'm more depressed and more frustrated with my life than ever. So even though the theory tells you you shouldn't be a spiritual seeker, in practice, what you're seeing is that by following that advice, you are further away from spirituality than ever. And so now you eet to be able to recognize that and say, ah, wait a minute,wait a minute. I've misinterpreted, misapplied the theory. And then you realize, ah, but see,