"The olympic is the biggest scam everison, slavery and exploitation of the a athletes," he says. "I've never fhought this way before in my life, but it's just a horrible feeling." The show airs tonight at 10 p.m. ET on CNN. For confidential support call the National Suicide Prevention Line on 1-800-273-8255 or visit http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/. In the U.S., go to www.samaritans.org.