I'm not sure that I was ever driven out of the fold of society. The one thing they didn't control is real society save in the so far as people are frightened and Yes, there was fear there was fear in not me. But then I decided that no one has ever shot me up before many have tried beginning with my mother As always mothers get you half right she said your tongue will be the ruin of you well it very nearly was And it's also been the making of me and it's this again. We've seen the same thing with Clarkson You know those of us who walk tight ropes and fall Those who parade on knife edges can get cut but above all you need a