The more that you catch that reaction, it's kind of like that reaction starts in your subconscious and digs its way to the surface of your conscious mind. And then what you can start doing is the more you catch it, then you can start the process of like following the tunnel back down underground. Like you're going to see what is it that evokes in me a need to defend my parents. I think I got it kind of made us fast. Okay. This could be as far as we go today, which is plenty far. I know there is something that causes that feeling with me, but I have a hard time trying to remember or think of what it is. That's