I'm Out Here Because the Lord Said Me to Be Out Here

I was sexually abused by a teenage boy when I was eight years old. My sexuality was opened up at an age it should have never been opened up. Do you have any stories where you've struggled with something that was harassing and a major distraction that you had to learn to work through? Oh, dude, is pornography. Masturbation. No eight year old needs to be aware of their sexuality. Your brain's not ready for that. And that switch was flicked on for me, repubescent, I hadn't hit puberty yet. So I'm eight years old and I'm aware of something sexual. I don't even know what was happening. But no, I'm out