The Vapase Retreat - What Do You Do Now?

After the vapase retreat, did you put meditation aside altogether? Did you continue your practice? What was the next step for you? I've done a couple of apossonas, and i've served two also. And always like come back enthusiastic and like reddy, but it fades as you deal with normal life. But after that vapasina, i actually learned about psychodalic medicines. So i did a ton of research, learned about iwaska. About six months after that, vapasina flew to israelso flew to peru and did four iwaska sessions in the jungle. Ithink thats went a lot of change started to start.