Do You Get Lonely?

I had a situation where were, a married man with children walked up to me and said, do you get lonely? And ows, like i could tell, it wasn't a i'm concerned for you, father. Another thing that happened was is someone came out of the woodwork saying how much they still desired their pre-conversion life. When i have even a small conversation  with them, i drive home happy. But i also am realizing that i absolutely use that as a distraction. It's not, i've convinced myselftt that that this is community when it's not.